The pathway to begin...

Has been jobless since I got my final result. I never thought it is so difficult to get my first job.
I wanted to enter big firm to start up my career of course, but it is not easy for me. Went for a few interviews but didn't meet their expectations and got rejected.

Then I started to feel depressed and thinking whether my result not impressive enough compared to other candidates since most of them are ACCA holders but I still left 5 papers to obtain ACCA qualification. Apart of it, I also feel maybe my internship experiences aren't outstanding since i chose to do my practical in small audit firm. I feel really sad today, I should choose those big4 when they offer me internship chances. Now, to climb up their ladder is super duper hard already. =(

But, I agree with my friend that since I am called for their assessment and interview, most likely my result has met their requirements. Hence, to get the job is more on my performance during interview session. I guess I really have to prepare well for next assessment and interview!

My relatives keeps asking me work in very small audit firm to gain experience. But I don't know if my working experience in those companies can help me achieve my career goal. I really really dream and wanted to work in one of the Malaysia's leading companies. I don't know if I should accept their offer or continue apply for reputable companies even though it takes longer time. I am so dilemma and don't know who can really really really give me wise advice.... career coach needed!!

Many thank yousssss

Although it is a little big too late now. But i still wanna say that..

I AM GRADUATED FROM UKM 

WITH BACHELOR'S  DEGREE IN ACCOUNTING 

WITH SECOND CLASS UPPER HONOURS! :D :D

I finally survived after 4 years of hard works, heartbreaks, complaints, etc etc. I still remember that I nearly gave up during my 2nd year cos I did really bad compare to other course mates, no matter how hard I studied, I still fail to get first class cgpa. I was really down until someone special who is my ex bf now, KY who really really really important to me that time. He keeps encourage me and be there for me whenever I am down. A big thank you to you, for everything you did for me. =)

In these 4 years, I actively participated in a extracurricular activities from college, university and faculty to help myself gain more leadership and communication skills. From that participation, I gained many good friends along! =)

• These are some of my first year photos..which makes me feel I gain so much weight now and looking old..sobs! Btw, it doesn't mean UKM food is yummy but I think I lack of exercise and too stress that cause my hormone imbalance.. sigh~

Family photos on my first day enter UKM! My parents and siblings and even myself look different now! :p

First friend in UKM! Also, a very smart coursemate and best sing-K mate!
Thank you for  all your help and companion throughout 4 years of University life! :D

First group of friends in UKM! We had memorable moments during orientation week! :D

My first room mate! Thank you for being my room companion! Living alone should be very scary in hostel!

First sketch with faculty mates, I played Witch's role in that funny version of Cinderella's Sketch! :p

Group photo after the show! It was really funny! The man in towel won best actress award, whom he's a man! =p

Another sketch for one of the courses..I am the witch again. haha! I look like evil? =p

Very small table with all my studies stuff..so i moved out in 2nd semester!!! =)

• I move out to Fasa 3, which is just 5min away if I am driving. Living with new peoples isn't easy. But at least, we still going well. Just that I really hate to have TOO MUCH money conflict. Thus, I move out after one semester. Anyway, they are still very kind if not because of money issue. =)

•  These are some photos taken during my participation related with accounting! teehee~

Organizing committee - Accountancy Week 2009

National Accounting Career Conference 2009

My group members - CIMA Global Business Challenge 2011

Thank you Dar Dar for choosing me as your team mates! =)

• I love every Sunday when I was in UKM because I have choir practice almost every Sunday! I really love singing in choir because it feels so harmony when all of us using our unique voices to sing out a song into medley! =)

Christmas caroling 2011 =)

My best choir partner! :)

Senior's convocation~

My dearest choir senior that always guide us =)

Place where we stand when sing for UKM convocation!

So I've been singing 4 years to all graduated senior..and my convocation is on 20th October 2012 Afternoon Session! =)

 

With her again.. :p

I look so young when im in first year! =p

Hope our friend never last although we have graduated! :)

• I also represented my university for Volleyball Tournament when I was in 2nd year! I really proud that I was choosen! =)

My jersey! I wanted No.9 but choosen by other members alrdy..so i picked 12.. 

With all team members! Both women and men's team!

•  In these 4 years, I really gain great friends, great course mates, great group mates, great study mates and great housemates! =)

Birthday celebration for my second room mate in UKM! Together with our dear friends! =)

Birthday celebration with my 3rd roomate! Hehee..

BBQ at my 2nd house at Taman Tenaga, Kajang! :D

We used to celebrate birthday in hostel room..cause that time we don't have transport to drive out

Gatherings at Jogoya Buffet with 50% of my coursemates! :D

My lovely friends in UKM! ;)

First time being the protocol ajk! Was standing there to wait for VVIP's arrival.. 

With all the protocol's committee members for Pesta Tanglung UKM! 

All protocol need to do most of the time is...SMILE :)

Besides Artisukma Choir, I do miss joining this Tiong Hwa Club! A lot crazy moments was spent in this club..like preparing works till midnight! Always have discussion and post mortem till 3-4am! I left this club when I moved out to Fasa 3. Too bad~

Given chances to be the Director of Protocol in Tiong Hwa Club was really a memorable and great experience!
I really thankful to have all the committee members helping me in Malam Tahun Baru Cina! Love all of you~

Went Sarawak with friends! I miss their kolo mee! =)

Langkawi trip with coursemates!!! :D

I must put this picture because..I did my best presentation for my best lecturer in UKM! Imagine, talking about MFRS 138 Intangible Assest in 30 mins without looking at notes. It was really hard and I put a lot efforts!
Thanks to my groupmates also!
My lecturer really proud of me! :D :D :D

• During Final Semester, it was really the toughest semester compared to previous semesters. As I lost someone who is really important to me! I'm glad I learn to be independent and manage to did very well for my final semester. I must thanks to my dearest family members for their endless support and encouragements when I feel like giving up!!!! Thank you mama Thank you papa Thank you mei mei!!!! 我爱你们!!! T_T

One of my bro not in the pic..I just realize no recent family pic with him!
He's too busy working..next time must take more with him! 

Might be our last gathering at Hai Tang Steamboat, Serdang! All lengluis~

Went KLCC for our final year shooting! ekeke~

 

My dearest coursemates! We often go out together! =)

Photoshooting in our Faculty's main entrance! =)
A for Accounting!

• Currently, I am still jobless but I will not give up in pursuing my career and future goals!  =)

  

 I am very grateful, thankful and appreciate all the supports and encouragements especially from my family and relatives, KY, James, Charlene, Elaine, Bee, Pjuan, Lim, Siew Yoke, Karen and other No. 6 housemates, Jia Yen, Lilyn, Dr. Fairuz, Dr. Azlina, sing K mates and many others who were there for me!

THANK YOU to ALL OF YOU!

Lucky night but..

For the first time I won Monopoly Deal cards game 4 times continuously. I am so happy. Maybe i am playing with 2 newbie. You might say I am a bullier but from my side, I would say I am not trying to fake/give chance just to make my coursemates feel I am weak/kind. So it's up to you what you will think about me. =)

There's one girl keep aiming me for debt and rental collector even though obviously there is one friend of mine left only one step to win. Luckily, after that 'hurricane' I draw the cards that I need and I won again. I feel I am the luckiest girl. =)

I am quite happy today. I will forget what that girl did to me, I know it's just a game. I don't have to take it seriously. Somehow, when I playing this card game with my friends, I tend to feel everyone is attacking me. Is it a psychology problem? Probably I feel I have no ones will back me up when I am falling. =/

p/s: No ones can comfort my soul just like you

Second day of new semester

My last chance to push up my cgpa for degree level. Yet, I didn't have much motivation. I think I need to find more reason/ohm to activate it.

Also, feeling very moody. Might be because my university life has some changes. I don't know these changes are good or bad. But I will overcome it in shortest time. =)

I am missing home. More than half year I don't need to worry what to eat for lunch and dinner, now everyday have to think about it. I tried to skip meal but then my tummy will give me trouble later on.

I'm just back from 2nd class of the semester. I am retaking a subject which I feel I did really bad even I passed. I hope I will get at least B+ in this final semester. Nevertheless, I going for short nap before start doing revision.

*When someone didn't show concern anymore, is it promises that made are gone too?*
*Promises are always easy to made and hard to hold on*
*Happiness come and go easily, sadness always the hardest part to be erase*
*WhatALifeIsThis*

Signing off,
Naive yet still believing

Please, don't let me go

I can see your shadow layin' in the moonlight
I can feel your heart beat playin' on my right side
Every night I long for this, makin' up what I miss
I can hear you breathin', lettin' out a sad sigh
You try so hard, to hide your scars
Always on your guard

Don't, don't let me go
Don't make me hold on
When you're not
Don't, don't turn away
What can I say
So you won't
No don't, don't let me go

I can see the skyline fadin' in the distance
Tears are comin' down and I'm tryin' just to make sense
I don't listen to the radio, just the engine and the road
I wonder if my words are makin' any difference
I dream and then it seems to end
But always comes again

Don't, don't let me go
Don't make me hold on
When you're not
Don't, don't turn away
What can I say
So you won't
No don't, don't let me go

I'm comin' down to where you're standin'
I need you now
Or you'll be watchin' me hit the ground
With a crash landin'

Don't, don't let me go
Don't make me hold on
When you're not
Don't, don't turn away
What can I say
So you won't
No don't, don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Short updates about myself

I am now finish my internship in Taiping. I didn't slacking at home.
I applied another internship in KL. I am now really happy working at here.
Maybe its because my time are occupied with more things.
Just like what i've posted in fb, so happening.
Example like going kbox with boss and colleague, going concert with seniors. =)
And also, its the year end sales! As usual, i bought more than usual~

December is a month to pamper myself the most. I usually shop during mid-year or year end sales. And I will start hunting for CNY clothes. =)

After some times, I think I start to get used with my new time schedule. If you notice, I don't online that often already. Could be i don't need to online already. Of course, my smartphones alwz online when i am connected to wifi.

I kinda worry about final semester. I hope my time will fully utilised! I don't wanna have time for myself to be depressed. I hate depressed me! I hate when i can't control my tears!

So, that's all for now.
I will try to updates more. even just a short one and without photos.
Cause i think i will be the only reader. =)


Good night!

The only exception

Obviously, you are the only exception from what I said last time. You might not care about what I hoping but I wish you will appreciate it. At least I tried and don't treat you the same like them. Because you are different, you are the only exception.

The 99th post :)

I am lazy blogger now. Paiseh to all my ex-loyal fans. So here's short updates about me.

My ex-roomie, Li Lyn. I miss disturbing you.

I wish you all the best! <3<3<3
Glad we both quite hardworking on whatapps each other.. =p

With my beloved faculty mates and hse mates. Congratulations! =D

Not forgetting my big choir family. Love singing with you guys to max!
Music, speak to me now. I don't want your magic to end.
And music, speak to me now. Think of me as your friends.

My best mate in choir! <3
See you in final semester, i know u'll surely miss me! :p
Ohya, next year our turn graduate! Whee~