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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

random

i felt emo out of sudden..especially after reading my friend's blog. While reading his/her post, many questions come across my mind. I wonder am i too stupid to survive or not smart enough to survive at here? or i am smart but no effort in me to fully use my smartness to get maximun utility?
There are times where i really feel like giving up when my hardwork did not give me an outcome that i satisfied. But still..there are family and friends that kept remind me i had did my best just do better next time. I am so dilemma.. T_T

I have so much things to say but i do not how to carry on..i feel heavy on my shoulders..i am sick with this kind of pressure..im sick living in this condition..i am sick! i am really sick!

I..just don't know how to go on..
I..feel really helpless..
I..want to be baby again..

Sunday, December 27, 2009

2009(past) vs 2010(future)

can i just write this without posting any pictures??
whatever..i might edit it with pictures if there are feed backSSSS from you all..

~.^ and ^.~
another year pass
i am getting older but gaining more experience
this 2009 is not the year i hope for
i feel year 2009 brings alot of bad luck to me
except one thing that i could remember now
It is 'something' i really want in year 2009
It's also one of my birthday wishes..
you can refer my last year blog post..just click on this --> FeeLinGs

Kuang Yau, thanks for being someone important in my life!
thanks for all you love and care!!
thanks for being my rainbow whenever i feel the my world just white and black
thanks for everything and i really love you!!


Other than getting myself a very good boy friend, let me list down other good things that happen in year 2009!
  1. I get to represent my university, my college and my blok in volleyball tournament!! =)
  2. My singing skill getting better cause i can sing higher note compare to last time!
  3. Went Redang Island as I always hope for with my besties!!
  4. Also, went to Genting Highland with besties for the first time!!
  5. Improved my leadership and also confidence in me!!
  6. Learned how to make spaghetti and soya milk!! XD
  7. Became cashier during MPH Book Fair in Taiping Sentral!!
  8. Went singapore with family for the first time!!
anymore? I cant think of any.. perhaps, i am now thinking about sui-ness that happen to me..let's proceed with the sui-ness that happen in year 2009!! =((
  1. Lost my camera, Sony T77 in KLCC! =(
  2. Got cheated in Puduraya bus station! =(
  3. Lost my pencil box in bus! =(
  4. Can't celebrate birthday with family and friends in Taiping..3rd year already..i hardly celebrate with my friends cause my birthday is always somewhere near to exams =( But i still happy to receive their present and cards! Thanks!
  5. Got chicken pox during study leave.. =((
  6. Laptop spoiled! =(
  7. Did badly in both final exams.. T.T
  8. Disappoint my family and waste alot money though I spent from JPA scholarship!! I'm sorry!!
  9. Sick with tonnes of group projects!! Cause some of my group member were really irresponsible and act like its none of their business after throw you some ideas..
  10. Very bad temper(its not sui-ness but i think its bad) towards people when they didn't do things like what i want.. =/
what else le? I can't remember dy..
In conclusion, i don't really like year 2009..it doesn't bring luck to me.. =/
Hopefully in year 2010 it would be better! It has to be better!!
Hmm..what's my expectation in year 2010??

Actually i have a few things in mind but I don't feel like share it in my blog..bleks!!
okla..tell you some, i want to improve my cgpa and lose weight! And control my temper(not so easily get angry).
My friends hardly to know when im really angry cause i don't like tell them face to face. I will just keep in heart then complain to somebody else that i trust.
Is it wrong or weird? I don't dare to scold them but inside my heart really very angry and geram! =/
Anyway, i always feel better after talk with my darling and aimei..hehe!

p/s: its 2.22am now..im going to sleep dy! good night everyone!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

my holidays ending soon. i didn't feel exited and plan something great before i leave taiping this sunday. i just feel like staying at home msn, facebook, and watching dramas. i'm getting lazy also. lazy to do anything.

hopefully i can enjoy to max in Malaysian Accounting Student Conference(MASC) next week. no doubt, the commitee members from UM did really well especially publishing team. other teams i'm not sure because so far i can only interact with those from publishing. and guess what, i always anxious to receive their forward emails. it was so creative, motivating and let me feel im making the right choice to go MASC. =) I wish to meet my bestie there, sok kim. I'm sure she will say i'm fatter alot! ahahaha.. i won't deny that cause i feel im getting fatter also.. i in my process to diet but its not strict enough.. =(

yesterday i got quite big 'tamparan'..but i get over them already..so no worries! =)
right now, i'm wishing the time can pass faster..really fast..

Let me tell you my incoming plan before arrival of 2010 =)

13th dec - going back kl

14th ~ 17th dec - going MASC in UM

16th dec - get my year 2 sem 2 final result.. *worriessssss*

18th dec - stay at relative's hse in kl

19th dec - going christmas party at UCSI..i wanna pamper and dress myself like princess on that day..too bad i don't have camera now..or else i wish i can take alot..really alot picture and post in facebook..it has been a while i didnt upload photos or create a new album.. =(

20th dec - going back UKM *happy and sad at the same time..happy cause i can meet my roomie and coursemates..and i might start my tennis training for coming tournament..i hope i will be chosen to represent my college..=)*

21st dec - i might go back taiping or might not..depends my mood on 20th night.. *note that! my class actually starts on 21st..so if im going back taiping means i ponteng my classes*

24th ~ 26th dec - im going singapore with family to celebrate christmas! *whee~ cant wait cant wait!!! again, i need a camera!!! =/ i feel like buying a new camera NOW!! grrr..*

I'm going to miss the caroling practise with my choir friends..sorry! family come first..maybe next year? since i still have 2 more years in UKM..

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Updatessss

Sorry for abandon my blog.. =/
I am getting lazy to blog.
Anyway..let's start..haha! (lazy to meleter)

1. Start this post with my camwhore pic.. =p

i took this picture when i bored study for last paper, PPDI =.=
2. The most nice food i had during that 3weeks(final exam)..
paiseh la. i took this with my w610i only.
and i don't photograph skill.
this nasi lemak kinda nice but the sambal too spicy for me.
So i always ask that pak cik don't put so much sambal for me.. =)
During that 3weeks..i eat only plain bread.sobs.
sometimes i cook instant noodles only because that time my chicken pox still not fully recover so there are many things i still cannot eat.
When mum says i can eat this nasi lemak, i so happy.
Thou its spicy but it has more taste than bread and instant noodle.. =))
3. After my last paper, I went to midvalley alone.. =p
I had Mcd's Fillet-o-Fish!! I'm luvin' it!! =)

then i buy myself sundae cone.. =)
4. After shopping, my family fetch me from UKM. hehe. Before we go back taiping, we had dinner in relative's house.. look at the dishes, so delicious~ ^^

5. On the way back home..

yea..i camwhore again in car.. =p
6. The first movie I watched with family when I back to taiping was 2012..

Look at my dad..he can't wait to enter the cinema..
haha!

even his spectacle also want to eat pop corn.. =p
7. My first try cooking spaghetti.. =p
the ingredients i used..




colour not bad la hor..
but i think too watery and TOO MUCH mushroom, hotdog and meatballs. >.<

noodles.. =)

so.. this is my outcome
>.<
8. Went penang with JJ and Chiewbee
our purpose is to celebrate his birthday.. so this guy in picture is JJ
actually this picture was taken the night before we went to penang.
that night we sing birthday song to him at 12a.m.
=)
When we just reach penang, we terus go Sing K d..haha..
chiewbee and I suprise JJ again in the kbox.. =)
pictures all with chiewbee..
i like redbox so much!! =))
After singing..we went to makan lok lok.. =))
that day we makan 2 times lok lok..1st time is with lyo during lunch time..lols..
lyo gila lok lok when he came back to taiping..haha~
my aimei partner.. =)

9. Went to flaminton hotel's skybar to yum char.. =p
flemington hotel at night..

10. Went to swimming with sushan, sow ann, kher li and sue fern at Bukit Jana..

after swimming..i camwhore.. =p
without spectacles..

haha..boring blog hor..i lazy to type.. =/
but at least i update my blog right? =p

Thursday, November 12, 2009

❤ Happy 2nd Month Anniversary ❤



陈光耀
Happy 2nd Month Anniversary!



第二个月了。。 ❤❤



I YOU!!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

disappointment

Disappoint with some of my friends.
I hope they were just joking.
But their words already hurt me.
Sorry, sometimes i easily take your words seriously.
Maybe I'm just too sensitive.
Most of the time,
i need support from you all rather than criticize(can i use this word?).
Please don't ask me who and what they said.
I hope there will be no more =)
okay..back to study.. =)
Monday 8.30am Commercial Law
Wednesday 830am Perniagaan Mengikut Perspektif Islam
I need all the luck!
Hope what i read will come out..and Hope i remember all the cases and seksyen..

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Re:True Feelings

I just read my darling's blog..

I feel a little sad after reading it..

I have that kind of feeling before but I'm lucky cause I'm kind of person that will tell my friends everything..especially my closest friends! =)


Darling..i know you will read this soon..

I so slow..now only read that post.. =(

I just want you to know that, you still have me..

Anything you can talk to me..

I am willing to be your listener forever..

I LOVE YOU! very very much..

I hope I can share all your feelings..no matter its happy or sad feelings..

as long as its from you..

Thursday, October 29, 2009

emptyness

Suddenly feel so empty and blank..

13days more then I can enjoy my freedom already..

I wanna go shopping after my last paper..not sure what to buy, but i just want go jalan-jalan and pamper myself..

Ohya, i did badly for my paper today..
seriously bad..

Saturday, October 17, 2009

im home but..

For the first time since I entered matriculation, I will spend my whole study leave at home.
BUT with... CHICKEN POX!!!

Gosh!
U know how suffer it is to prepare yourself for judgement day?
Such terible itchyness..

Example like today..i don't know why its so damn itchy compare to previous days..
i ate medicine but still very itchy..and later on I feel sleepy!! =(
and when i sleep, this itchyness will caused me awake.. @.@
there are few times, i ter-scratch myself and I terus open my eyes, turn on the lights and check whether it pecah already or not.. =/
I don't want scar but I guess I will have a few.. =/

Really don't like prepare exam in this kinda situation..
I keep hoping this is a holiday leave not study leave, so that i can sleep as much as possible and don't worry about exams or feeling guilty.. =(

p/s: darling..i miss you.. =)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

T___________T

I cried twice today.

First is because i miss my family. My dad now kena chicken pox then Mum also get it already.
At home now, only have 12 years old sister and 13 years old brother(the only boy haven't get chicken pox at home..I wonder he will get from my parents onot)..I'm really worried!
I feel so bad cause I can't do anything but only call them and ask how are they..is it getting better? I wanted to go back home..but I can't..
Other than worry my presentation next week(on study leave) and exam(27 october until 11 november), I worry I'll get chicken pox from them and ends up can't study or go for exam.
So selfish right? think for myself only.. =( Hopeless daughter! Yes, its me! =(

Second time i cried is because I am too stress with my projects.
I did 9-10 projects this semester. Some of my group member never do the work or just merely copy paste and send to me.
Thus, I have to do extra work cause I need to edit and correct their part. Grrrr!!
And.. just when i feel like all my projects all done..suddenly JUST NOW, one of my group member tell me "someone" didn't do his work, and I have to did his part..gosh!
I knew he having some problems now.. but i do hate..and getting very pissed off when i need to do extra work whereas all of us will share the same marks! I'm so stress!

Feeling so headache.. T.T

Friday, October 9, 2009

❤ Our 1st Month Anniversary ❤

It has been a month we together as a couple!
I LOVE him more and more as day passed!
Eventhough we are in long distance relationship but i slowly get used to it and learn to be more understanding..

Hmm yea, we just started for a month only.But I believe there will be more..hehe..
Sometimes I wonder why he don't tell me earlier?
Or else we can enjoy the moment we together before he back to Canada. haih.

awaiting him back to msia with lots of patience and lovesssss =)

I him forever!! =)
Hope he will be the one that accompany me go through my entire life.. =)


But I should feel grateful..really grateful that we still have msn(sometimes will bully us) helping us keep in touch and let us see each other. Not forgetting skype for letting us talk to each others and handphone for letting us sms.. =)

I was really busy with my projects lately but he's being very supportive and keeps reminds me to rest..hehe..I feel happier whenever I talk to him, cause I know there is someone who willing to accompany me and care me.. =)
Aha! That's one of the requirements to be my bf..ekeke! I'm so bahagia!! =p
Envy me or not? MUST envy me okay? hahahahahaha..
we really got very limited picture together..
darling, come back must take more picture with me ha.. =p

Seriously, i LOVE his everything! I couldn't find anything to complain ler..
Maybe got some lar..example like he arr..this this this, that that that, this that this, that this that, this this that that, that that this this, ....*bu neng shuo de mi mi* =p

*cough cough*
I guess all of you interested with our love story, right? haha!
But I can share it next time?
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Oklar..just a "short" one okay? =p

I knew this cheerful, friendly, smart, caring, and a very good listener guy when I'm working in The Store after SPM. We were just normal friends cause we seldom talk. haha. Sama-sama shy la. =p

And after 1 or 2 month, he finally resigned. I forgot the reason. And I was offered to work in Human Resources Dept as Clerk. You know one of my job is updating new employee files and closing files for those that resigned. When I did his file, I kepo and look at his result..I damn shocked! His result so good but he worked as Sales Asst. in Grocery Dept?? OMG!! I can't believe it..he should get a better post ler..haha! So that time I feel he very humble lor..even he so geng in study but he don't mind working as Sales Assistant. =)
I didn't get his contact number or msn email address before he resign. So, i thought i will not meet him anymore =(

Then through some friends, I got to know he got the JPA scholarship! woah~
And i got the chance to enter Matriculation! =)
After i done my matriculation, its already 1year plus i never meet or contact with him. Then during June 2008, my good friends was planning a big..really big suprise farewell party before I enter University life. And, he's involved.. =)

After that suprise farewell party, we msn each other almost everyday. haha! We always had happy conversations, no matter how stress, depressed or whatever mood I am, I always feel happier after msn with him. Until he go to Canada, we msn each other even more and sometimes we webcam each other. Then around November I think, my college facing some internet problem and I can't online. At that time, I'm so sad cause I can't chat with him. =(
And from that, I knew I already fell in love to him
---> Tan Kuang Yau 陈光耀

I trying to hint him during January or February, then he knew I like someone but he doesn't know that person is him. He's really curious and keep ask me to tell him who is that lucky guy. haha. I didn't plan to tell actually cause I don't have the courage to confess. Then ONE DAY, I forget how it happened, I promised to tell him that guy name on his birthday. GOSH! Since then, he always remind me..haha..how cute?! =p

I told myself that I have a few months to prepare and confess to him. That time, my hopes all was there cause we really close. But until that day, I read his blog and knew that he has someone else in his heart and finally they get together..my heart truly broken ='(
I tried to avoid him for a few days until I feel better.. then when I'm okay, I just treat him like normal good friends and trying to letting go the hope.....

Then he came back to Malaysia for holidaysss!! =)
The first time we meet was in Zoo Taiping cause chiewbee took a quiz in facebook and she need to be our taiping tourguide.haha! Then, we went to Redang Island with our friends, sing K for don't know how many times and Genting Highland. haha! I'm really happy can go so many trips with him. It was really fun!

Ohya, I missed out something!! Remember I had to tell him who I like? Few days before his birthday, he asked me more frequent than usual..and i struggle so hard..I don't know whether to tell or not cause I worry things will become worst or awkward..
After asking some advise from my bestie(s), I finally DECIDED NOT TO TELL!! If you experienced before, you will know how hurt it is to lie someone you like that you like somebody else.. =(

So on his birthday, I try to make a small suprise for him cause i knew he will only come back 2years later. Thus, I hope this small celebration will let him has sweet memory in Taiping. Then, as what I promised, I tell him the guy I like..and that person is not him..
So, that's it..my hope truly dead that time.. haih~

Time passed really fast cause my holiday ending soon and I need to go back UKM. This is also the semester that i go back home the most, one of the reason is I want to see him more since he will only come back Malaysia after 2years. And after he back to Canada, we still msn each other like usual..

Until one night..i forgotten when..he suddenly give me good night kiss..haha! I'm so suprised okay? Until I don't know how to reply him.. I thought he was just playing me..
And, on my birthday, he gave me another suprise!! Click to see it..
I terus msn him and ask what he meant..i didnt get the answer but i got more and more confused. I don't understand why. But honestly, my hope to be with him slightly come back..very little cause I dare not think so much..

On that night, 12 September 2009 , we msn like usual until he say something that makes me really sad and moody. He makes me feel that my hope dying again. And after a while, after i cool down myself, i msn with him again..haha..
Then after a while...

ky: Actually I have something to tell you..But i afraid after I tell then we will feel awkward to each other..
hwen: har?? what u want to tell me?? faster tell!!!
ky: erm..erm..

hwen: ... tell lar..
ky: okay lar I tell you now..

hwen: ehhh WAIT!!! Don't tell first..I don't want to know already..

ky: har? so no need to tell d?

hwen: yea..don't dare to know.. =(

ky: okay la..maybe next time only tell..

hwen: weiiii...tell me lar..now i want to know already..
ky: So I tell d ok? ready?

hwen: erm..wait wait wait.. i duno larrr.. how ler?

ky: I duno ar.. as u wish lo.. so want to know onot jek?

hwen: Hmmm..okay..im ready d..tell me lar..

ky: really? sure boh? i really tell 1 ler..

hwen: yea..sure..really..tell lar..

ky: wo hen xi huan ni

(gosh..i terkejut!!! I expect he will say other thing..suddenly I'm like terkaku..Don't know my heartbeat stopped or heartbeat too fast until I can't feel it anymore..I don't know to reply him..I was too happy!It's so unexpected...)

hwen: OMG!! Sorry..i was too happy!! And actually I "an lian" you since last year..

So that's how we started..haha!

Lovely right? Or in your term, geli right? =p


To:
MY tan kuang Yau=special boyfriend=piggy=darling..
Thanks for loving me and make me feel so hang fook..
Happy 1st Month Anniversary~ Muaxx..

Darling, I
YOU! very very much!!
I miss you very very much too!!

p/s: Don't too happy until forget to study ahh..muaxx~ GOOD LUCK!!! Do your best ok? =)


i cant wait for november!!

I feel so damn stress!

I semakin lost and dont know what i'm doing..

Just now my project kena banned and we got scold by lecturer. I shouldn't take Accounting Information System this semester, now I'm regret!

I dont understand why ukm must do almost every project in bahasa..why we need to translate them from english to malay? I am more curious the peoples will say:

1. "wahhh, UKM students so geng, their projects all need to translate from english to malay, this is not easy and they did it!!"
OR
2. "wah lau..teruk ler..so kesian the students! Why need to translate them? It's useless larr..business world now communicates with english larr.."

p/s: junior, if u really want to major in account, think twice, and make sure u know what the hell is accounting.. maybe its better if u take account in sunway or any private U..i feel..

I still have TWO Accounting Information subject do and both need to submit paper work and presentation. Then I still have ONE Business Communication project not yet done. And ONE Intermediate Account project! (HHW, jia you jia you!!)

I just can't wait for 11th november!

I want to scream..
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Why can't i relax like my friends in private college? why can't I?

I rather prepare for exams than doing all these STUPID project!!!

I just don't know where to express my feelings now..darling not online pulak.. =(
Anyway,i think i am lucky, at least I still have darling sayang me and teman me do project.. =)
And, don't know why, i always feel happier and not so stress when I chat with him. Even he can't help me in my project but i still feel happy with his companion. =)

p/s: Darling, I LOVE YOU! good luck in ur midsem! muaxx~

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Holidays in Taiping

Feel so relax these few days. Or maybe TOO RELAX? haha.
Although i did my tutorials, assignments, projects and revision, but i still feel relax. haha.

Probably its because I am home and can go out lepak with friends! =));)

my dear aimei ss-ing while I'm sms him! =p

we just "mao kai" at the car park and talk until the unknown car come..
That time wchian and kc were "dat
ing" in the car =p

FYI, I did a study timetable for my finals but I did not 100% follow it because I'm outing with friends too much.. =/
Don't worry, I will catch up as much as I can.

Huey Wen, jia you!!! =)

Anyway, for the first time, I really open my book study for holidays ler..haha!
Normally I bring books and notes back for holiday merely just to let myself feel better. haha.
Then in the end of my holiday, my books and notes still properly kept in my luggage bag. ekeke~
But on this raya holiday, I got study and do my projects. *clap for myself*

Nevertheless, I'm piggy-er than usual, I can sleep till 12pm plus but I try to control myself cause I wanted to spend more time msn with darling.
My daily routine slightly changed for my darling too, but I'm happy with the changes! muaxx~

As what i expected, I eat alot these few days. haha.
I can't control myself anymore cause mum's cooking simple that delicious.. =)

this is chicken soup prepared by Mum.. =)

Then I went to eat laksa with sinyee @ lui lui..

p/s: darling, don't sad okay? Come back that time i eat together with you.. =)

On Monday, I went to yum char with my old classmates, Shok Yee and Phaik Shian. And guess what? I met someone that I never thought will meet again. TAIPING IS SO SMALL! hahaha~
From this small gathering, i get to know that shok yee already moved to new house and another friend of mine going to marry soon.
Before we went back home, we together visit this lucky friend. haha. I really hope to participate during her wedding but I got final exam. sobs. Anyway, congratulations!! :)

Then at night, I watched Tsunami with VJ and the rest at 1130pm.
While waiting for everyone, we yum char at Noodle Station.
I just order this ice cream(i forgot the name) cause I don't know what drink I want..hehe~

p/s: darling, don't forget YOU still owed me panaroma ice cream ahh.. =p

Then on Tuesday, I follow Mum and siblings eat Curry Mee at Kuala Sepetang. Mum says that stall very famous in Kuala Sepetang and it only open at 3pm. Mum knows where to buy famous "big pao" in Kuala Sepetang too! woah~
This is the curry mee. I can eat ler..
I thought it'll be very spicy so i called ais kacang.
But its not that spicy for me and really nice! hehe~

I think i can tahan eating spicy already..maybe I eat too much spicy food in UKM gua..
But still, i prefer tomotoes than chillies.. =p


After that, I supposed to learn commercial law from VJ at starbucks. But we end up talking crap from 5pm until 9 something. haha. Damn funny!
We were wasting time but luckily we enjoyed the crap laa.. haha~
Then WC came but after a while he went dating with gf.
After that, VJ and I asked pei leng and sushan come out yum char. We thought of playing bowling but its full. Then we look for place to play pool but its full also.
Thus, we end up having our "dinner" at Old Town. It's already 1130pm by the time we order our food. haha!
After having dinner, we plan to play Big 2 at Sushan's house but I feel like going home early..ekeke~ =p

On wednesday, I went to sing karaoke with David, Pei Leng and Sinyee. Really enjoy the singing session with them. hahaha. I'm waiting for the next time!! hehe~
Pictures all with David and I really hope he will upload in facebook. haha!
His camera makes me look fairer ler.. LOL! After that, we yum char at Mcd with VJ, WC and Eelin. We talked until 7pm only leave the place. =)

And today, I paling guai d.. HAHAHAHAHA! I guai guai stay at home do my projects ler.. BANGGA DIRI! Then, just now I had Bak Kut Teh with my family for dinner..yummy!

p/s: Darling, I wanna eat YOU cook de Bak Kut Teh!! =)

*climax part of this post*

And, I'm really really really..extremely..HAPPY TODAY!!
I will remember TODAY !!
24th September 2009
Darling said, "I Love You Very Much" when we video call in MSN..haha! =))

This is the first time i hear his voice after he back to Canada..
MSN don't allowed me to video call when I'm in UKM!! =(
But, I will download skype SOON! =)

Hmm, I just learned how to make soya bean from Mum.
I wanna make a perfect soya bean drink to him when he's back to Malaysia. hahahaha.


"rendam" the soya bean in clean water for around 4hours..

Other step i lazy to write here already..sorry! haha..
I know this post "abit" geli laaa..hahahaha..

But now, in my dictionary, geli=loving!! =))))

p/s: Piggy Darling, I
You!!!

Saturday, September 19, 2009

I ❤ my piggy!

Love him secretly for so long and I thought it is impossible thing to happen between us.
Dare not think or hope too much at that time.. =/
When I start letting go this hope, this small hope brighten my days again.. =)
Then ON THAT NIGHT, my wish came true ..
12 september 2009

I'm really happy!
I will wait for him to come back Malaysia! =)

~.^ and ^.~

Actually we prefer this picture out of all the pictures we taken together..




陈光耀,范慧雯你!

Friday, September 18, 2009

finally..finally..finally!

I'm sorry to all my readers because I'm getting more and more lazy to update my blog. SORRY!

I just came back my college Malam Perayaan Kuih Bulan rehearsal and I'm seriously very sad because the group that I leading, Protocol Dept kept scold by the seniors. I don't wanna say much about this cause I think I should happy now!!

Cause I'm going HOME in few hours later..yippie! =)
I still haven't start packing yet because out of sudden, I feel like blogging!hehehe..

First of all, 2 or 3 weeks ago when I back to Taiping, I went to check my left leg cause its very hurt when i use stairs or walk on a narrow road. I suspect I got inner injury during my volleyball training. It was really damn pain, I even drop my tears ='(
And, i can't walk properly at that time..i walk slower than usual..PAINFUL!
But it got better when I'm in taiping, so weird! So when mummy bring me see doctor, I don't really know how to explain to the doctor.
But fortunately that doctor understand what i meant..and after some checking, he said its my ligament problems. Then..
he gave me all these medicines..woah!
It has been so long I didnt swallow so much pils. haha.


Second thing that I wanna say is I'm now the AJK Keceriaan of my blok 11. So I was ask to do something like a "name tag" or some cards and paste outside every room. You should know that I'm not creative and I don't really like drawing, design or art thingy. So when my fellow ask me to do this, I really have no idea what design it should be. Then, suddenly i think of chiewbee. And suddenly i remember she likes star..so this what i came out with..hehe~
nice or not? hehe..

and this is mine..but it was stole/threw by somebody after i pasted for almost 1week.
I have to do again.. =(


Next, it's about my problem these few days. I can't really eat cause I have no appetite to eat. I do hungry but I just can't eat. Weird right? haha..my leftover chicken rice..

I wonder its good or bad? And its just for temporary or what? I wonder will i lose weight? hahahaha..
Honestly I want to diet, but i still want to look chubby keh..ekekeke..so i will force myself to eat eventhough I can't really eat now. But horr..I believe this "sickness" will cure by tomorrow cause Im back to home. I can eat my favourite dishes!! hehe..

I think maybe I'm too stress that's why I cant eat.. Seriously I'm very very busy with my projects, tutorials, presentation and quizzes. At here, I really wanna thanks my piggy and my other friends that supporting me and accompany me this few nights. =)
I'm really touched and happy! thanks!

Can I elaborate something more? hehe.. just give me sometime to SYOK SENDIRI or BANGGA DIRI okay? hahahahahahaha.. cause this is the most shocking and happy thing that happen today! hahahahahaha.. Wanna guess?

ha-ha-ha!!!

Kla, I guess some of you already know. hahaha. It is..erm..paiseh lar..it is..err..i got A+ for my business communication presentation!!! hahaha..A+ you know? And today only 3 person got A+ ehh..so happy!! =)
Why its so suprise ha? Cause i didnt prepare anything for this presentation, i just did the website and then this morning only i think what point i should mention then i just do the presentation spontaneously. HAHAHA! And horr..that time i'm really worry that i didnt do well cause my lecturer didn't question me anything whereas he ask alot of questions to other students. So ahh..the feeling really scary.. Then when i go approach my lecturer and ask him what i got..i saw A+..haha!! seems like im taking too much time..but I'm just too happy kay? Luckily he gave me A+ or else I wanna smack him d.. Cause last week he said today he will give us quiz and want us to do presentation, so last night i was reading for this quiz until 3smth and then when he came in to class, he told us that quiz was cancel. I was like so angry and geram ehh.. He waste my sleeping time!!! herh~ But nvm lar, since i got A+... happy happy!!

All right, i think i should packing now..

gonna wear like this tmr..haha!


yay! can see my family face to face rather than just a picture..


Hmm..actually I have 1 more important thing to blog. But i guess i will only blog after I'm back to taiping. It's a good news. hehe~
so..wait la k? =p