Short updates about myself

I am now finish my internship in Taiping. I didn't slacking at home.
I applied another internship in KL. I am now really happy working at here.
Maybe its because my time are occupied with more things.
Just like what i've posted in fb, so happening.
Example like going kbox with boss and colleague, going concert with seniors. =)
And also, its the year end sales! As usual, i bought more than usual~

December is a month to pamper myself the most. I usually shop during mid-year or year end sales. And I will start hunting for CNY clothes. =)

After some times, I think I start to get used with my new time schedule. If you notice, I don't online that often already. Could be i don't need to online already. Of course, my smartphones alwz online when i am connected to wifi.

I kinda worry about final semester. I hope my time will fully utilised! I don't wanna have time for myself to be depressed. I hate depressed me! I hate when i can't control my tears!

So, that's all for now.
I will try to updates more. even just a short one and without photos.
Cause i think i will be the only reader. =)


Good night!

The only exception

Obviously, you are the only exception from what I said last time. You might not care about what I hoping but I wish you will appreciate it. At least I tried and don't treat you the same like them. Because you are different, you are the only exception.

The 99th post :)

I am lazy blogger now. Paiseh to all my ex-loyal fans. So here's short updates about me.

My ex-roomie, Li Lyn. I miss disturbing you.

I wish you all the best! <3<3<3
Glad we both quite hardworking on whatapps each other.. =p

With my beloved faculty mates and hse mates. Congratulations! =D

Not forgetting my big choir family. Love singing with you guys to max!
Music, speak to me now. I don't want your magic to end.
And music, speak to me now. Think of me as your friends.

My best mate in choir! <3
See you in final semester, i know u'll surely miss me! :p
Ohya, next year our turn graduate! Whee~

Talking to the moon

想原谅

voice within my heart

我从来没有想过 会是这样的结果

最后竟然不是你 陪我到最后

你认性的选择自由 在假释我的惶恐

一天突然之间抹去了天空

我没有恨你什么 所以才更加难过

最后竟然不是你 陪我到最后

那些照片里的笑容 脑海中你的温柔

全都必须遗留 在这个路口

这不容易 但我会很努力

不让那些回忆 在夜里让我哭醒

我知道不容易 但我会很努力

拼凑起 我的心

一个人继续 勇敢的前进

Realize

Realize that many peoples around me still care

...just that i don't care them last time

Realize that i can do much more better

...just that last time i thought my decision is correct, and wont regret

Realize that many opportunities is awaiting me to try

...just that i stop myself from climbing

Realize that I love myself even more now

...just that last time i thought..

Anyway, im working hard now! Hee~

In everything! Independently!

Okie, with alot moral supports! :P

almost everything

..is brighter now :)

Grey Day

Here come the last page of this chapter. Tough chapter is starting. I hope I can flip the last page soon.

寬恕

What is 寬恕? In english, it is forgiveness.

I had lost some friendship and relationship in my life.

I always face the problem to forgive someone when they betray me or making me upset. Part of my own problem is I always choose to neglect and act nothing, or just keep it in my heart until i can't hold it anymore. Actually this is the wrong way to handle this kind of problem, don't learn from me.

No one will say you're so good, never complain and scold them. Most of them will only say how stupid you are.

I am such a failure example in friendship and also relationship. I think i handle them badly.

I wonder is it so hard for others to understand me other than my dear family.

Suddenly i remember the phrase saying, 'No one has the responsibilities to care about you other than your family and yourself.'

p/s: Its is not easy for me to forgive someone who broken my heart. So I never contact my ex after break up and friends that betray me before. I choose to avoid and leave.

From the song above, i know that when i 背叛了幸福 拿爱当堵住, i need to 努力学习宽恕 because i 不甘我们的爱死在半途.

L❤ve never fails

I think i need to make myself clear here. I am not a christian.
But i do like some of their songs, that is why i try to join caroling every christmas =)
This is one of the song i like when im in Form 1, until one time my pc spoiled and this song no longer exist in my playlist.
And tonight, i suddenly flashback some chorus of this song.. =)

So yes, i should always believe that:

What i've been doing..

Hello my readers!!I am having my holiday since my last paper on 28th April 2011.

Been in Taiping almost 1month and these are what i've learnt/did:

1. bake Chocolate Cheese Cake, Soya Bean drink, Jelly
2. some changes on my room! Those who see my room before will feel shocked the next time the visit. hahahahahahahaha!!! =p
   
3. watched alot alot alot dramas+movies.. @.@
4. changed my blog templates :)
5. surveyed for new phone. Gonna get my first smartphone soon! Stay tune~~
6. Hanging out with friendsss

bee and zoe

I think that's what i've done in this month.

Sometimes i really feel bored! Especially when watching dramas..i feel like vormitting! @.@

I thought i would really love watching dramas after final examination. In fact, I hope to have more outing with friends. Staying home too long making me think too much and this is what make me feel depressed so often. zzZ~

My dear is coming back, i think my sweet+bahagia life is coming soon! =)

At the same time, my internship in Chen & Co starting also. Hope i can perform well and love what i am doing. =)

I always say that i love working more than studying. I gonna prove it!! lol~

If you notice, i add ALOT blog link into mine. Some might don't know me but i will keep reading until YOU ask me to stop viewing your blog! =p

Before i end this post, here are some photos i took with my coursemates before we seperate for..10months! Have to wait till next year only will see them, i think! Hope all of us doing well during internship and enjoy working too! Mizzzz you guys! :D

My current roomie, phoebe(left)

and the smarty that always help me through killer subjects, siew yoke(right)

My lovely friends! <3

we post with 1 finger

then, we post with two fingers

and then..three fingers!

The rest, to be continue when we see each other again!!

xoxo

signing offfff~

亲爱的，献给你

希望你能明白，该说的我已经。我也曾努力过。

接下来就看你了，你让你不会让我失望。也希望我们可以变得更好。

还记得你写过的东西吗？我真希望你还记得，我们能一起完成。

《1 year go by, time sure knows how to fly... 》

If I am the one for YOU.. ❤

Every part in my heart I'm giving out

Every song on my lips I'm singing out

Any fear in my soul I'm letting go

And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one

I say it loud

She's the one, she's the one

I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell

For the whole crowd

Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world

That I've found a girl

The one I can live for

The one who deserves

To give all my heart

A reason to fly

The one I can live for

A reason for life.

Every part in my heart I'm giving out

Every song on my lips I'm singing out

Any fear in my soul I'm letting go

And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one

I say it loud

She's the one, she's the one

I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell

For the whole crowd

Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world

That I've found a girl

The one I can live for

The one who deserves

To give all my heart

A reason to fly

The one I can live for

A reason for life

Oe oh oe oh

Yeah yeah

Oe oh oe oh

Yeah yeah

Oe oh oe oh

Yeah yeah

p/s: Darl..will you sing for me? *hinting*

幸福

虽然，有些歌词我不明白。。
可是我真心祝福范范和黑人可以恩恩爱爱到永远。。 =）

什么是幸福呢？
我觉得是当我知道有个人爱着我，关心我。。就算有时觉得烦。。
而我拥有一个值得爱的人。。就是我最幸福的事。。
当然这只是小部分。。可是我觉得这小部分的分量很重也最重要。。

幸福沒有捷徑，只有經營
Many peoples like this line in that song. I don't really understand this sentence at first, until i ask my friend. =)
It means, to achieve happiness(hang fook), it has no shortcut.
You need to experience some ups and downs.
In between, your heart might broke into pieces or pour a alot of tears in relationship.
However, all that are worth if is he's the one!

p/s: I miss you dar! *hugs+kisses*

A great day! 11.03.2011

I was thinking to post this on my status in facebook. But as i write it is getting longer. So i guess it is better for me to write it in my blog. Without picture okay? Sorry, am really tired! But anyhow i will upload them by this weekend if possible okie? :)

I woke up at 8am this morning cos I had appointment with my mentor, Dr. Fairuz at 9am. When i reach faculty, i got his sms that he couldn't meet up with me cos he has a meeting. My next appointment with my CIMA GLOBAL CHALLENGE's mentor, Dr. Rozita at 10am. So i just laypark at computer lab while waiting the time flies~

I thought the discussion with Dr Rozita will finish quite fast but then, we talk quite alot until its 1120am. One of my groupmate, Charlene and me were trying to quickly end the conversation with Dr. Rozita and rush to my car. =p

Why you ask? Today i going Jogoya Buffet Restaurant with 23 coursemates at 130pm le.

So i went Keris Mas College fetch May and Janice. Then drive to Fasa 3 to fetch Vivian and Issac.

Then i drop all at faculty cos we planning to meet up with everyone at faculty. Then i need to fetch another 2 person from Pendeta Zaba college. Then drive all the way to Jogoya with less jammed traffic. Now i am really tired lor~ But it is only once in a while, so still fine lor. =)

I didnt get to eat the all the dessert at Jogoya. sobs. Too full until can't even force my mouth to open and put foods anymore!

Such a waste.. luckily i get to taste haagen daaz ice cream! yummy~

I like the green tea thou some of my friends don't really like it. =)

After Jogoya, we watched I am Number Four together.

Hey peoples that reading, HUAN HUEY WEN recommends you to watch it!!

SUPER DUPER NICE!!

I AM SERIOUS!!

DAMN NICE ARR!!

Full of suprises and great actions..the actors are leng chai and actress also leng lui and yeng! HAHAHAHA! Almost 'melt' in cinema..like two of the character, Daniel and a girl(forgot her name) so muchie! =p

Although there are some downs that happen today but still, i did enjoy my day like there's no tomorrow! =)

Before i sign off, i have another good news to share!!!!

My prayer heard by God. hehe. I got internship from new firm in Taiping, Chen & Co.

I really should thankful cos they gave me a second chance since i reject them first.

Hope i can learn alot during this 6 months internship and hope i get a good senior/supervisor! *pray harder*

Going to sleep soon. Am now having headache and tomorrow need to wake up early cos have an audit express learning session from 9am-5pm! >.<

Good night peoples! :D

对不起

我不知道我是不是做错了。。

现在我只想逃避。。带着我的泪水去我的dreamland。。

希望睡醒又是美好的一天。。 WAN AN

That's my heart.. ♡

作詞：蓝小邪&严云农
作曲：郑楠
专辑：我就是这样

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的
心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

Note:

我希望可以拥有一个永远照顾我脆弱的心

我不想再次受伤

再增加一个过客

真希望我现在的另一半就是他。。。

The special LDR Valentine ❤

The 2nd year we celebrate valentine at two different place, Malaysia and Canada. Phew wit~

This year valentine is very special to me cause it is also the 520th day since we're been together.

I bet all of you know the meaning of this romance number, 520 which stands for 我爱你(I Love You)

Darling, happy valentine once again! :)

Congrats to both of us for successfully maintain this long distance relationship. hehe.

I LOVE YOU, Kuang Yau!

Thanks for bearing with me throughout this 520 days, I am not easily to please. I know that. But like what u always tell me, "you can't escape anymore!!!" =p *evil grins*

Here come the song of this year valentine,

To the couples out there, HAPPY VALENTINE!

Especially these peoples:

• Family! ❤
• CBee + Casinks (double C)
• WC + Eelin (double L)
• Elle + Albert
• Cyndi + Jeff
• SS + KC
• Karen + Ah loong
• Christy + General
• Phoebe and her dearest ^^
• Joanne and her dearest ^^
• etc etc

To those who are still single, get your valentine today or by next year. =p

Or you can probably enjoy it with ur family and friends!

17th Monthsary=518 days! ❤

Can't believe that it has been so long. the longest relationship i had ever.

Sad thing is I cannot by his side for this 518 days.

Although there is less spark in our relationship, but i clearly know that my heart to you is still true.

From the bottom from my heart, I love you VERY MUCH!

Sorry that i am not a good girlfriend. I know i complain alot, expect alot, easily emo and alot worries that makes you upset most of the time. But i hope you can understand that i really care you. I care everything about you.

I really hope I can be the one that accompany you till we both grow old.

And, hoping that i can be someone who you can depends on and share everything with..

You're important to me, more than i need to breathe..

p/s: be mine forever!

this long distance is killing me.. T_T

with you is where i'd rather be, but we're stuck where we are

and its so hard, you're so far..

I dont expect more in long distance relationship.

I just hope to have more care,love and attention.

I can't really see the spark within us, i am working on it..hope you will too..if u cherish the moments that we had spent.. 496 days, its not a short period nor long period. I hope to spend longer time with you but it will only happen if both have faith, strong communication, strong understanding, caring and cherish each other every seconds.

Song of Auditor

Storyline: Ariel wants to be an auditor but Sebastian the lobster tries to talk her out of it!

Dedicated to all auditors (past, present and future): It's not an easy job!

Hope all auditors can have a good laugh and survive the peak!

Lyrics:

They warn you about going through peak

When you step into audit

Everyday do casting, vouching

And also cross referencing

You must know how to debit credit

If not you can't tie your balance sheet

You whole day press your calculator

Now can count faster than the cashier!

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)

After pluck leadsheet

Still must do timesheet

More work for me!!

Why can't everything be I/C

Suggest leave, go home watch TV

Office so messy

Cant find my teh-C

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)!

When people are going through peak

No time to work out and keep fit

When parents ask us go home to eat

We cant, we eating with colleague

On some days when we are lucky

We can go home early 6.30!

Do you know what's AUDITOR's meaning

All U Do Is Think Of Resigning

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)

I want throw letter

Straight at the partner

Take it from me!!

We work late hours everyday

But we get so dam little pay

We can claim taxi but can't claim OT

I want MC!!!!

Investment Analysis

Just back from Investment Analysis class.

I feel its so hard on the first class. I feel like giving up. I even calculate my cgpa if i get this and that grade for every subject i took this semester, including Investment Analysis. Oh my gosh! Stressful~

Why i am not the smart and intelligent student? =(

Anyway, before the class ends, i flashed back what my mentor told me last week. He ask me to take this subject cause it will be a credit for me when i go for interview. And he keeps stress this sentence, "don't give up, i believe you". So i guess you know what decision i had made..yup, that's right! I will continue taking this subject with more effort! As much effort as my other killer papers!

No more play play..i shall start do my revision tonight! No more slacking!

I need to determine and have strong discipline to myself!

Guan yin ma, please give me more power to overcome this semester. I will be a good person. =)

And to the peoples around me, please bear with me if i am very stress and don't go out with you!

From now on, i should reduce my sleeping time! Sleep only when i am really tired.. =)

p/s: darling, we gambateh together! =)

New Year Resolutions!

It's time to share with you all my new year resolutions. Personally, i feel resolutions is important cause it motivates you to achieve something. You might not achieve it by the end of the year but at least you try and put effort on it. =)

So here's my new year resolutions!

1. Love myself more!

• take proper care of my skin especially my face. I am going to use mask this year! I nvr use any before so i'm gonna try it! Hope i can have better skin soon!
• treat my stomach well, as in eating more healthy foods like vegetables and fruits. Try to reduce goreng stuff, instant noodles, fast foods and so on..
• what else ar? Oh yaa..bring umbrella with me during daytime to avoid uv sunlight. =)

2. As usual, improve my cgpa!

• My cgpa was improve last year but not much. I hope i can maintain or increase it. Please don't get lower..please! Okiee..i know praying not good enuff, i got to put more effort! I will.. =)
• Follow my study timetable
• Finish projects and tutorials asap!
• Revise every weekend and make sure i understand what i've learn on weekedays..(entertainment still part of my life but not so much lor..i believe i can arrange it well)

3. Save money!

• Expenses that i can't avoid in this year is house rental(RM 120), Internet(RM 12), phone bills, petrol for car and etc..but i will try to save money in entertainment part. Which is watch less movies in cinema(download them! =p) and sing K in my own room or bathroom.. =p
• In this year, i think i will spend more money on skincare products! I am 22 years old now, i think it is important to take good care of my skin.. =)
• Shopping is a must but not so shopaholic lor. I hope i am rich in future so that i don't to see price tag whenever i wanna buy something that i really really want.

4. Lastly and most important ones, live everyday like there's no tomorrow! =)

p/s: I love everyone of you. Please bear with me when i like to do things alone, on my own.

Nevertheless, be patient with my bad tempers too. It will not last long, don't worry.. =)

Have u make ur new year resolutions? =)

Think of it and try to achieve it.. =)

Please..careful with my ❤

p/s: darling, take care my he❤rt properly ha.. hehe..