Happy Day vs Emo Night

It must be my 'gf' disturbing my mood. Feeling really emo and feel like talking to somebody.
Then have some random thinking which is, why some love quote always says when u love someone you should let them go? For me, I thought once u choose to love that somebody then u should not let them go easily.

So confusing that letting go is kind of love, as for holding on is kind of love too.

By,
Confuse girl

Say you love me

p/s: Will you? =)

Lucky night but..

For the first time I won Monopoly Deal cards game 4 times continuously. I am so happy. Maybe i am playing with 2 newbie. You might say I am a bullier but from my side, I would say I am not trying to fake/give chance just to make my coursemates feel I am weak/kind. So it's up to you what you will think about me. =)

There's one girl keep aiming me for debt and rental collector even though obviously there is one friend of mine left only one step to win. Luckily, after that 'hurricane' I draw the cards that I need and I won again. I feel I am the luckiest girl. =)

I am quite happy today. I will forget what that girl did to me, I know it's just a game. I don't have to take it seriously. Somehow, when I playing this card game with my friends, I tend to feel everyone is attacking me. Is it a psychology problem? Probably I feel I have no ones will back me up when I am falling. =/

p/s: No ones can comfort my soul just like you

Blackout

Yesterday was the worst night in this final semester.
Due to TNB transformer in Bangi blowned up, whole Bangi including UKM no electricity.
I was lucky because i just arrive home from dinner at wangsa maju, my house mates just preparing to go out. Thus, i follow them to Midvalley for movie.

Guess what we watch!

:: THE DEVIL INSIDE ::

OMG! It's another horror movie I watched with coursemates. haha. I am just keep hiding under my scarf and sometimes(or most of the times =p) closing both eyes and ears.

When it comes to the end..it is not like an ending. Peoples in cinema keep wondering whether it will continue, we wait a while before left that cinema hall. Rating for that I would say 5/10? HAHA!

Joke of the day

Korean lecture: Share with me what korean word that you know?
Me : Sa-rang-hae-yo
*everyone in class laugh*
Korean lecturer: I will consider that.
Me: *shy*

Second day of new semester

My last chance to push up my cgpa for degree level. Yet, I didn't have much motivation. I think I need to find more reason/ohm to activate it.

Also, feeling very moody. Might be because my university life has some changes. I don't know these changes are good or bad. But I will overcome it in shortest time. =)

I am missing home. More than half year I don't need to worry what to eat for lunch and dinner, now everyday have to think about it. I tried to skip meal but then my tummy will give me trouble later on.

I'm just back from 2nd class of the semester. I am retaking a subject which I feel I did really bad even I passed. I hope I will get at least B+ in this final semester. Nevertheless, I going for short nap before start doing revision.

*When someone didn't show concern anymore, is it promises that made are gone too?*
*Promises are always easy to made and hard to hold on*
*Happiness come and go easily, sadness always the hardest part to be erase*
*WhatALifeIsThis*

Signing off,
Naive yet still believing

First post in 2012

I am doing well in everything. Almost finish my 2nd internship and start final semester on 19th Feb. Kinda nervous, i hope i can get dean list in my last semester. *finger crossed*

My only new year resolution in 2012 is to get to know myself and improve them. every single thing about me.

I am still hoping for end of the world after so much breakdown. Sick of it and lost all my hopes. Yea, i am a emo girl now. ha-ha-ha.

Dramas and my baby S are my best companion for now. =)