The Past and The Future

In another 3 hours, i am going to say bye 2010 and welcome 2011.

I don't have much improvement in this year(2010), just a little.

Let me share with you some unhappy moments in year 2010..

1. I was fell down stair in my residential college. It's near to CNY and i admitted into hospital more than a week. Although it is better now but somehow I feel it is not full recovered yet. Whenever i running, jogging, standing too long with high heel, or playing sport like badminton or volleyball, my feet will bengkak again. =(

2. I think i am poor in handling long distance relationship. I thought i can improve through my past relationship but i guess it is not. Is it too hard to please me? Or i am demanding too much? =(

3. I move out to wrong house with wrong house mates. And now i have to pay more or waste more money for them. I had move to another house but i still have to pay rm80 every month for my previous house. The reason is they want me to responsible. Its long story. But i do hate them! Anyway, i learnt my lesson. I will not believe them anymore.

4. I failed to accomplish one of my resolution i set last year, lose weight. I can't do any exercise due to my leg injuries. I still eat like usual. I am food lover. So i depends on exercise more. Hopefully in new year i can control my food intake. But i think its hard. hahaha. I love food so much! =D

That's what i can think of. Overall, i think i have problem in relationship no matter it is friendship, family or with my bf.

On the bright side,

1. One my last year resolution, i manage to improve my cgpa in last 2 semesters. But i still need to put more effort to achieve my goal. Gambate hhw! =)

2. I met a real mentor in life. He's Dr. Fairuz from UKM. He shared with me his stories and it's really touching and motivates me! I hope I can have determination like him. I will not disappoint him in the future. He said he's lucky and happy to have me as his mentee. My result is not good. Not an A's student. But he doesn't look down on me but keep motivates me. =)

3. Again, i represent my college in beach volleyball and got 2nd runner up. haha! My ever first time playing without any practice. Straight away play on tournament. LOL! But the consequences is..my leg injured and bengkak again cause i sprain my leg when chasing the ball. Same place i injured during CNY. I wonder i still can involve in sports or not. Or i have to quit? =(

4. About my relationship, even we have some problems but we still manage to go through 475days together. haha! So, i believe we will not give up easily. I'll just wait his return and hope everything will be solved and happier. This is also my longest relationship and i hope it can lasts forever.

5. I learn to go many places on my own in KL. As example, i know to go cheras pasar malam, relatives house in wangsa maju, places around kajang, Mcd and Paparich Bangi, Cyberview Lodge, Jusco Cheras Selatan, Midvalley and The Garden. =p

Hmm..so that's all think. Quite bored right? That's why i said just a little improvement.. =/

So..one the last day of 2010, I would like to say thank you to all my dear friends that came to my life. Thank you for being my friends and bear with my bad temper and advise me when i am down. Especially my loved ones, my chubby, angkong and monpig friends and most importantly, to my dear friends that believe and have faith on me!

Happy New Year to all of you!

Let's welcome 2011! Have a great year ahead!

✿ Huey Wen ✿

爱我的资格

我需要安全感！我讨厌害怕的感觉。。害怕失去的感觉。。

这几晚。。我想你。。担心你。。想到哭。。

我希望。。很希望。。你在那边没line。。完全不能联络我。。这样的理由，我应该还能接受。。

如果是玩到不会联络我。。哪怕只是一封信息都不能。。那我心真的会碎掉。。

我一直到在乐观的方面去想。。因为我不敢想象我再次受伤。。

我只是需要一个真心爱我的人。。

真心对待我。。

关心我。。

了解沃我。。也让我了解他。。

我觉得我们沟通出现了问题。。

希望他有发觉到。。我真的不知道他在想什么。。 =（

我希望他可以多点告诉我。。他的感觉。。

我很伤心。。我觉得我很失败。。

永恒

找不到人说心里的寂寞 

找不到人都怕变得沉默   

找不到命中注定在一起的人以后  

很多人都笑我 一个人过生活   

爱 只有简单笔画  却比想像复杂 恨安定爱变化  

我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍  却还是没能将幸福留下    

爱 是不可输的吗 为何我还相信 她不是独行侠   

我在等一个人 在等我的永恒   告诉我爱不单行别害怕   

用不完身边 氾滥的自由   

开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒  

羡慕我能飞的人 为何在天黑以后   还是宁愿回到 

爱情那个枷锁    

爱 只有简单笔划    却比想像复杂 恨安定爱变化  

我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍  却还是没能将幸福留下    

爱 是不可输的吗  为何我还相信 它不是独行侠   

我在等一个人 在等我的永恒   

告诉我爱不单行别害怕  

我在等一个人   在等我的永恒  告诉我爱不单行相信它

Sanfu-ness

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love would be mine
But then love made us blind
Sorry that I needed you

Christmas When You Were Mine

Its Christmas!! Merry Chrismas to everyone especially for those who are christian..

Although I'm not a christian but I celebrating by joining caroling in Artisukma Choir from UKM. We were ask to perform at Cyberview Lodge. It's really a nice place to stay with family. Their logo is 'where high tech meets with paradise".. =)

I like carols because i get to sing and christmas song are really nice! Before this, i join caroling from Wesley Church, Taiping too. I miss all of them. =)

us, on christmas eve..

We sing 13 songs for each session. Its fun cause peoples will listen to you and clap hand after our performance. We also get to have free meal before singing. whee~

We were singing Joy To The World, Silent Night, Hark! The Herald Angel Sing, Feliz Navidad, We Wish You A Merry Christmas, White Christmas, Rudolf The Red Nose Reindeer, Excelcius Deo, Deck The Halls, This Christmas, Jingle Bells, The First Noel, and Santa Claus is Coming To Town.

After carols on xmas eve, we head to Mcd Kajang to countdown. We make alot noise and sing a lot of song that we learnt from Artisukma Choir. haha. Everyone is looking at us.. =p

Luckily no one complain or scold us.. grateful! =)

Guess this will be my last year join Artisukma Choir in caroling. Depends. hehe.

I have one friend celebrate his birthday on Christmas Eve but sadly i can't back hometown and attend his party. Maybe next year.. =)

How do you celebrate your christmas? Mine was boring..except for caroling. And now i'm alone at home. My housemate went house celebrate christmas or enjoy their weekends lo. I think now i should sing one of Eason Chan's song..

"Lonely, lonely christmas..

Merry, merry christmas.. "

So..that's it.. I'm going to do my assignment now.

Let's end this post with this song..

Please take down the misletoe
Cause I don't wanna think about that right now
Cause everything I want is miles away
In a snow covered little town
My momma's in the kitchen, worrying about me
Season's greetings, hope you're well
Well I'm doing alright
If you were wondering
Lately I can never tell

I know this shouldn't be a lonely time
But there were Christmases when you were mine

I've been doing fine without you, really
Up until the nights got cold
And everybody's here, except you, baby
Seems like everyone's got someone to hold

But for me it's just a lonely time
Cause there were Christmases when you were mine

Merry Christmas everybody
That'll have to be something I just say this year
I'll bet you got your mom another sweater
And were your cousins late again
When you were putting up the lights this year
Did you notice one less pair of hands

I know this shouldn't be a lonely time
But there were Christmases when I didn't wonder how you are tonight
Cause there were Christmases when you were mine

You were mine

Chinese Winter Solstice!

I thought i wouldn't have chance to eat tang yuan tonight. But my housemate plan to make it. HAHAHA! Just because we are still beginner and never cook before. We just help mum to 'soh' until it turns round before this. haha. So just now we keep calling our mum and ask how to cook.

So when we're in econsave, we feel lazy to 'soh', so ends up we bought the packet that already look like tang yuan. All we need to do is just make the sweet soup(tong sui). haha!

So it is..our tang yuan! =)

Next time we should try 'soh' ourselves.. hee~

Happy Winter Solstice to all~

Something worth to share!

女孩应该懂的：

What girls should understand:

1、一个女人如果第一眼就让男人想到性，那么她是很失败的。

If a woman from guy's first impression is sex, then she's a failure.

2、当你从床上下来那一刻，你在他心中就开始贬值了。如果你把一切都给了现在的男友，那么，除了老公这个称呼你还能留给你未来的丈夫?

From the moment u step down from bed, you value in his heart is depreciate. If you gave him EVERYTHING, then ask yourself. Other than the title "Husband", what else you leave for him?

3、一个女人的品位在于她身边站着一个怎样品位的男人。女人一生最成功的事情之一，便是选了一个对的男人。

A woman's value is valued from the man she chose. One of the womens success is to choose the right man.

4、一个男人爱你的时候，你往往会感动于细节，同样，一个男人不爱你了，你也可以从细节中来发现。

A man that loves you, will let you touched easily. Similarly, when he's no longer loving you, you can sense it easily.

5、想了解一个男人的好坏，先去看他身边是一群怎样的朋友。

If you want to know better his good/bad habit/attitude, you can try to see what kind of friends he's mixing with.

6、女人的友情来的快，去的也快。其实男女感情远没有你跟姐妹的感情可靠，所以，珍惜你们之间的友情吧。

Women's friendship is fragile. So, treasure that friendship while you can.

7、把买化妆品的钱去买两本好书，漂亮的容颜固然可以让人眼前一亮，丰富的内涵却能让人经久不忘。

Use the money that you spend on make up to buy books that help to boost up your inner side. Because that's what make people hard to forget.

8、虚伪的男人总倾向于喜欢你的容貌，真正的男人总倾向于爱你的内心。

Xu Wei(i think is hypocrisy) like your appearance but the true man 总倾向于爱(i think its adore) your inner part.

9、男人没有你想象的那样好，可以真爱，但不要深爱，在爱情里为自己留个退路，否则受伤时会措手不及。

Man might truly love you but they wouldn't love you too deep. In their love road, they will an entrance for them to quit. Or else when they're hurt, they will feel helpless.

10、不要相信男人的甜言蜜语，面对喜欢的女孩时，不认识字的男人也会变成一个诗人。而诗人本来就不生活在现实中。

Don't believe their sweet words.

11、去发现一个有潜力的男人，往往比去傍大款更切合实际。并且你会更有成就感。

(don't know how to translate bcos too many words i don't know to read..haha)

12、随时预防遇到色狼。必要时向他胯下踢，用力程度自己把握。

Always alert that you might meet with maniac. Kick his down part with all your strength!

13、这个世界上，最值得你爱的，除了父母，只有你自己。

In this world, people who worth for your love is only your parents and YOURSELF!

14、爱情不是追来的，所以，永远不要认为被男孩追是理所当然的。但是，你对他的考验是必须的。

You can't chase love, so, don't think that being court is 理所当然(li suo dang ran). But you must put him to the test.

15、当一个清高的女孩遇到一个高傲的男孩时，总有一个人会卑微下来，但是如果可以, 不要把自己放得太低。

(not really sure the meaning..but i think don't put our profile TOO LOW)

16、在爱情里，永远不要抱怨什么。

In relationship/love, never complain. (sometimes i will complain too.. =/)

17、爱情，是需要用心经营的。恋爱也是一门艺术.

Relationship/Love need time to build up. Dating is an art.

男孩应该懂的：

What guys should understand:

1、如果，你不能给她一个美好的未来，那么，请不要把她哄上床。

If you can't give her bright future, then, please don't make love with her.

2、不能做到的，就不要承诺。男人，膝下有黄金，嘴里也有黄金，不要轻易答应什么，因为你可能会食言

What you can't do, don't promise them.

3、把她的地位放在游戏之上，毕竟她是那个肯能会陪你一辈子的人，游戏只是消遣罢了。。

Put her status on top of your games. Because she might be the one that accompany your entire life, game is just a short period.

4、你可以为了父母去教训自己的爱人，但是不能为了爱人去背弃自己的父母。如果她对你父母一直不好，那么她可以离开了。

You can teach(including scold i guess) your lover for your parents, but you must not do that to your parents for your lover. If she treat your parents badly, you can dump her already.

5、如果不是生在帝王富贵家，那么找女朋友，不要只看重她的长相，而要学会欣赏她的内涵。你找伴侣，不是在找情人，而应该是在找妻子。。

If you're not from rich family, then when finding gf don't just care about her looks but learn to menghayati her inner part. You're finding a wifey, not a lover.

6、一个成功的男人身边，需要一个相对优秀的女人。而这种优秀，与她的容貌无关，与她的内涵相连。

A success man need a relatives good woman. This kind of good woman is not related with her appearance.

7、哥们，如果不擅长讨女孩欢心，那就去讨自己的未来欢心吧。男人，不是来征服女人的，而是来征服世界的。

Hey brothers, if you're not a pro to make your girl happy. Then try to make your future happier. Man is not about conquer a woman but the world.

8、你一生担负的责任很多，但最重要的是四个，对自己的父母负责，对自己的未来负责，对自己的女人和感情负责，对这个世界负责。

In your life you need to carry lots of responsibilities. But the most important are towards your PARENTS, your FUTURE, your WIFEY and RELATIONSHIP, and lastly to the WORLD.

9、不要总想着玩弄感情，小心它有天会玩弄了你。

Don't be a play boy.

10、物以类聚，人以群分，这句话对男人很贴切。跟上进的人交朋友，跟有人生品位的人交朋友，你会获益很多。

(google translate or ask your friend..haha..i don't really understand this sentence)

11、这个世界上，最值得你爱的，除了父母，还有自己的女人和哥们，然后才是你自己。

In this world, people who worth your love are PARENTS, WIFEY, FRIENDS/BROTHERS, then only YOURSELF.

12、爱情不是追来的。如果你死皮赖脸追求了很久，她却无动于衷，那么哥们，放下吧。有时，咱男人的尊严比一个女人更重要。。

Love is not about chasing(kao-ing). If that girl still not accept you after some period of time, give up laa.. Sometimes guy's pride are more important than a girl.

p/s: sorry is i translate wrongly.. =/