Mixed Feelings..

Just got my result few hours ago.

To be honest, i suppose to be happy because my CGPA increase 0.01.

At least got improvement la..horrr? =/

This time I have more A's compare with last semester. That's a good sign. =)

I must keep working hard! What about the killer paper, advance accounting. I got a really bad grade. I thought lecturer will help us but not much i guess. They are very strict in marking.

I cried the moment i see my result. But then when i bathing, i asking myself, have i did my best?

So i can proudly tell everyone, I had did my best! I had put on my best! I am satisfied with other subject actually..i am happy but Advance Accounting ruined it! That's why im having mixed feeling..even until now! =(

Congrats those who get good grade and try better who are not..

Though no one tell me this yet..but i still wanna syok sendiri..

I am glad and grateful.. =) (assume i can;t see my AA grade.. =p)

I did well because with my standard still can get improve my pngs and pngk. =)

I am great because in this suck+packed timetable, i still manage to get this result!

Hopefully I will do better next semester! And after that, enjoy with my darling and friends before my industrial training starts. I'm gonna tell my employer, please see my hard work and capability in working, not my result.. =)

Mine ❤

Ohh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Ohh, oh, oh, oh, oh

You were in college working part time waiting tables

Left a small town, never looked back

I was the flight risk with the fear of fallin'

Wonderin' why we bothered with love if it never lasts

I say "Can you believe it?"

As we're lying on the couch

The moment I can see it

Yes, yes I can see it now

Do you remember when we're sittin' there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking our world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we've got bills to pay

We got nothing figured out

When it was hard to take yes, yes

This is what I thought about

Do you remember when we're sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water

You saw me start to believe for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh oho oho

And I remember that fight 2:30 AM

And everything was slippin' right out of my hands

I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye

Cause that's all I've ever known

And you took me by surprise

You said I'll never leave you alone

You said

I remember how we felt sittin' by the water

And every time I look at you it's like the first time

I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter

She is the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh oh

Make it last

Hold on

Never turn back

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Woah oh

Yeah, yeah do you believe it?

Woah oh

We're gonna make it now.

Woah oh

And I can see it yeah, yeah

And I can see it now, See it now, See it now

Light

One of my favourite movie in year 2010, Rapunzel. I'm touched and rly like this movie! =)

I knew nothing about Rapunzel before i watch, but generally i knew she has a very long hair. haha!

Here's some trailer for those who haven't watch yet..

And also one of the song from Rapunzel, which is my current favourite!

All those days watching from the windows

All those years outside looking in

All that time never even knowing

Just how blind I've been

Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight

Now I'm here, suddenly I see

Standing here, it's all so clear

I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light

And it's like the fog has lifted

And at last I see the light

And it's like the sky is new

And it's warm and real and bright

And the world has somehow shifted

All at once everything looks different

Now that I see you

All those days chasing down a daydream

All those years living in a blur

All that time never truly seeing

Things the way they were

Now she's here shining in the starlight

Now she's here, suddenly I know

If she's here, it's crystal clear

I'm where I'm meant to go

And at last I see the light

And it's like the fog is lifted

And at last I see the light

And it's like the sky is new

And it's warm and real and bright

And the world has somehow shifted

All at once, everything is different

Now that I see you, now that I see you

Dad's Birthdayyy

Celebrated my dad's birthday last night. Honestly, i forgot his birthday. Usually i will wish him at sharp 12am but this time i really forget until dinner time. Not only i forgot, my family members also forgot his birth date too. But luckily after pakat with mum, we manage to plan simple yet surprise celebration for him.

we bought cake at Prima Bakery after dinner, its longan cake with fruits on top.

After dad sent us home, he went out for meeting. We are very exited! We even wear mask while waiting. hahahahaha..

We pull the curtain so that dad will think we all already in our own room. Switch off all the lights. haha. My dad came back around 11pm. Then at first we planning to sing birthday song, but my dad keep laughing when he saw us. haha. We also laughed together for a few minutes.

Its really a happy night.. =)

Here's are some photo.. =)

On this last month of 2010

Just feel like updating my blog out of sudden..

First of all, let me summarize my previous semester in this post.. I'm getting more hardworking! Feel glad and no regret till my last final papers..thou i still outing and have fun but i never waste my time even just a second. I am very pia in all the 8 subjects i took last semester. Honestly, it was really tough. Tougher than having PMR, SPM or matriculation exams!

WHY you ask? 1 week need to attend about 14 tutorials/lectures with tonnes of assignments and projects! During our final examination, our study week has been brought up to raya break. I DON'T LIKE IT..at all~ I thought it's already worst but there's more worst thing happen where our exam timetable change last minute(less than 1 week before examination), deepavali break suddenly turns to 1week and exam that supposingly on 8th Nov change to other day. What's the consequences then? I need to complete 5 papers in 3days then break 1 week for the rest papers. SUPER DUPER STRESS! My smooth face skin suddenly grow so much pimples, even until now its not fully recover yet..sigh~

So that's about the last semester..but i still entertain myself by watching dramas! Here's the list of drama that i've watched in Year 2010.. =p

1) The Vampire Diaries

Rating : 11/10

2) The Season of Fate

Rating : 5/10

3) In the Eye of The Beholder

Ratings : 9/10

4) A Pillow Case of Mystery II

Rating: 5/10

5) Ghost Writer

Rating : 5/10

6) Beauty Knows No Pain

Rating : 6/10

7) Fly With Me

Rating : 4/10

8) No Regrets

Rating : 11/10

9) Gun Metal Grey

Rating : 8/10

10) Every Move You Make

Rating : 7/10

11) Can't Buy Me Love

Rating : 11/10

12) The Mysteries of Love

Rating : 11/10

I also watch anime like Saki, It Started With A Kiss, and so on..not forgetting taiwan dramas!

But i love TVB dramas most!

What about movie that i've watch this year? haha~

Let's see how many i remember kayy?

1. Rapunzel (so damn nice..)

2. Spy Next Door

3. Percy Jackson

4. Kick Ass (damn LOL movie)

5. Karate Kid

6. Toy Story 3

7. Eclipse

8. Inception

9. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1

10. Bruce Lee (not nice!)

11. The Angel's Eye

Hmm..can't really remember dy.. =p

Kla..till then, chaoz~

first person

I am not happy today. I am regret for some decision i made.. i wanna tell someone and hope that someone can accompany.. even just sms..but i don't know who i should sent that sms to..

I think i am always alone unless i'm with my family..

I've no one to depend on when i'm away from home..

Its true, no one has the responsibilities to look after us, take care us, protect us, give us what we need, etc etc.. only our family members will fulfill what we needs..even its not everything, but i knew its definitely more than other people around us..

I start to lose hope and faith on peoples..seriously..

Okay, something is wrong with me.. i feel i keep locking myself inside box..

In a nutshell, i had bad day today.

THE END

another updates =)

Had truly stress week in last week. 5 papers in 3days seriously MAD! I didn't do well, i didn't prepare well and have enough time to practice and study. =(

I don't wanna my cgpa drop! =(

I finished my 5th paper on saturday then i spend that whole weekend watching drama and playing plants vs zombie ONLY! =) So relaxed~

And yesterday(monday) night we have gathering at mian loong's house..i am moving there next semester! =)

We have gathering for all current and ex Kolej Keris Mas residents.. =)

I was there till 9pm then i off to another destination. haha!

I went to Leisure Mall, Cheras on my own. phew wit~

I am getting pro in driving around kl.. =p

My housemate have some small gathering for yee hui and yin ling, then some stress release activity cause some of my current housemate just finish their paper yesterday. So when i was there, we were all getting ready to enter the GSC cinema watching The Child's Eye!

Yup, that's a ghost movie. HAHAHAHA! My every FIRST TIME enter cinema and watch horror movie. I gave my FIRST TIME to my housemate liao. LOL!

Before this i thought my first time would be with my dear but..

Anyway, its kinda okay..watching with a big gang kinda nice! We talk quite alot, thus we feel less scare. =)

OKAY. ENOUGH OF ENTERTAINMENT.

I MUST STUDY TODAY!

I woke up at 1230pm today. ahah!

Then when i check facebook, i am wondering why some people can be so cruel to someone they truly love before after breaking up. I am talking about all couples, regardless they married or not yet. They can be so lovey dovey at this moment, but if they break up the other day, they can ignore the other half or just stop replying their message. Is it because they don't wanna give hope to each other? Or something hurt them too much? Haiz!

It's really complicated~

When i see my friend posting something in facebook to her ex, that guy didn't give any respond~

And i see someone blog, another guy still not giving up on his ex.. haih~

I feel heartache for them..

Hopefully they can found their Mr/Mrs Right soon~

About my current relationship, still the same lor..very very very very small improvement compare to other couples..guess this what we have to go through in Long Distance Relationship(LDR). I hate LDR, but sometimes if you truly love that someone, you will be willing to wait for him/her and hoping that someone will cherish u more.. =)

Good luck to all peoples in LDR! Gambateh together! =)