寬恕

What is 寬恕? In english, it is forgiveness.

I had lost some friendship and relationship in my life.

I always face the problem to forgive someone when they betray me or making me upset. Part of my own problem is I always choose to neglect and act nothing, or just keep it in my heart until i can't hold it anymore. Actually this is the wrong way to handle this kind of problem, don't learn from me.

No one will say you're so good, never complain and scold them. Most of them will only say how stupid you are.

I am such a failure example in friendship and also relationship. I think i handle them badly.

I wonder is it so hard for others to understand me other than my dear family.

Suddenly i remember the phrase saying, 'No one has the responsibilities to care about you other than your family and yourself.'

p/s: Its is not easy for me to forgive someone who broken my heart. So I never contact my ex after break up and friends that betray me before. I choose to avoid and leave.

From the song above, i know that when i 背叛了幸福 拿爱当堵住, i need to 努力学习宽恕 because i 不甘我们的爱死在半途.

L❤ve never fails

I think i need to make myself clear here. I am not a christian.
But i do like some of their songs, that is why i try to join caroling every christmas =)
This is one of the song i like when im in Form 1, until one time my pc spoiled and this song no longer exist in my playlist.
And tonight, i suddenly flashback some chorus of this song.. =)

So yes, i should always believe that:

What i've been doing..

Hello my readers!!I am having my holiday since my last paper on 28th April 2011.

Been in Taiping almost 1month and these are what i've learnt/did:

1. bake Chocolate Cheese Cake, Soya Bean drink, Jelly
2. some changes on my room! Those who see my room before will feel shocked the next time the visit. hahahahahahahaha!!! =p
   
3. watched alot alot alot dramas+movies.. @.@
4. changed my blog templates :)
5. surveyed for new phone. Gonna get my first smartphone soon! Stay tune~~
6. Hanging out with friendsss

bee and zoe

I think that's what i've done in this month.

Sometimes i really feel bored! Especially when watching dramas..i feel like vormitting! @.@

I thought i would really love watching dramas after final examination. In fact, I hope to have more outing with friends. Staying home too long making me think too much and this is what make me feel depressed so often. zzZ~

My dear is coming back, i think my sweet+bahagia life is coming soon! =)

At the same time, my internship in Chen & Co starting also. Hope i can perform well and love what i am doing. =)

I always say that i love working more than studying. I gonna prove it!! lol~

If you notice, i add ALOT blog link into mine. Some might don't know me but i will keep reading until YOU ask me to stop viewing your blog! =p

Before i end this post, here are some photos i took with my coursemates before we seperate for..10months! Have to wait till next year only will see them, i think! Hope all of us doing well during internship and enjoy working too! Mizzzz you guys! :D

My current roomie, phoebe(left)

and the smarty that always help me through killer subjects, siew yoke(right)

My lovely friends! <3

we post with 1 finger

then, we post with two fingers

and then..three fingers!

The rest, to be continue when we see each other again!!

xoxo

signing offfff~

亲爱的，献给你

希望你能明白，该说的我已经。我也曾努力过。

接下来就看你了，你让你不会让我失望。也希望我们可以变得更好。

还记得你写过的东西吗？我真希望你还记得，我们能一起完成。

《1 year go by, time sure knows how to fly... 》

If I am the one for YOU.. ❤

Every part in my heart I'm giving out

Every song on my lips I'm singing out

Any fear in my soul I'm letting go

And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one

I say it loud

She's the one, she's the one

I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell

For the whole crowd

Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world

That I've found a girl

The one I can live for

The one who deserves

To give all my heart

A reason to fly

The one I can live for

A reason for life.

Every part in my heart I'm giving out

Every song on my lips I'm singing out

Any fear in my soul I'm letting go

And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one

I say it loud

She's the one, she's the one

I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell

For the whole crowd

Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world

That I've found a girl

The one I can live for

The one who deserves

To give all my heart

A reason to fly

The one I can live for

A reason for life

Oe oh oe oh

Yeah yeah

Oe oh oe oh

Yeah yeah

Oe oh oe oh

Yeah yeah

p/s: Darl..will you sing for me? *hinting*

幸福

虽然，有些歌词我不明白。。
可是我真心祝福范范和黑人可以恩恩爱爱到永远。。 =）

什么是幸福呢？
我觉得是当我知道有个人爱着我，关心我。。就算有时觉得烦。。
而我拥有一个值得爱的人。。就是我最幸福的事。。
当然这只是小部分。。可是我觉得这小部分的分量很重也最重要。。

幸福沒有捷徑，只有經營
Many peoples like this line in that song. I don't really understand this sentence at first, until i ask my friend. =)
It means, to achieve happiness(hang fook), it has no shortcut.
You need to experience some ups and downs.
In between, your heart might broke into pieces or pour a alot of tears in relationship.
However, all that are worth if is he's the one!

p/s: I miss you dar! *hugs+kisses*

A great day! 11.03.2011

I was thinking to post this on my status in facebook. But as i write it is getting longer. So i guess it is better for me to write it in my blog. Without picture okay? Sorry, am really tired! But anyhow i will upload them by this weekend if possible okie? :)

I woke up at 8am this morning cos I had appointment with my mentor, Dr. Fairuz at 9am. When i reach faculty, i got his sms that he couldn't meet up with me cos he has a meeting. My next appointment with my CIMA GLOBAL CHALLENGE's mentor, Dr. Rozita at 10am. So i just laypark at computer lab while waiting the time flies~

I thought the discussion with Dr Rozita will finish quite fast but then, we talk quite alot until its 1120am. One of my groupmate, Charlene and me were trying to quickly end the conversation with Dr. Rozita and rush to my car. =p

Why you ask? Today i going Jogoya Buffet Restaurant with 23 coursemates at 130pm le.

So i went Keris Mas College fetch May and Janice. Then drive to Fasa 3 to fetch Vivian and Issac.

Then i drop all at faculty cos we planning to meet up with everyone at faculty. Then i need to fetch another 2 person from Pendeta Zaba college. Then drive all the way to Jogoya with less jammed traffic. Now i am really tired lor~ But it is only once in a while, so still fine lor. =)

I didnt get to eat the all the dessert at Jogoya. sobs. Too full until can't even force my mouth to open and put foods anymore!

Such a waste.. luckily i get to taste haagen daaz ice cream! yummy~

I like the green tea thou some of my friends don't really like it. =)

After Jogoya, we watched I am Number Four together.

Hey peoples that reading, HUAN HUEY WEN recommends you to watch it!!

SUPER DUPER NICE!!

I AM SERIOUS!!

DAMN NICE ARR!!

Full of suprises and great actions..the actors are leng chai and actress also leng lui and yeng! HAHAHAHA! Almost 'melt' in cinema..like two of the character, Daniel and a girl(forgot her name) so muchie! =p

Although there are some downs that happen today but still, i did enjoy my day like there's no tomorrow! =)

Before i sign off, i have another good news to share!!!!

My prayer heard by God. hehe. I got internship from new firm in Taiping, Chen & Co.

I really should thankful cos they gave me a second chance since i reject them first.

Hope i can learn alot during this 6 months internship and hope i get a good senior/supervisor! *pray harder*

Going to sleep soon. Am now having headache and tomorrow need to wake up early cos have an audit express learning session from 9am-5pm! >.<

Good night peoples! :D