this long distance is killing me.. T_T

with you is where i'd rather be, but we're stuck where we are

and its so hard, you're so far..

I dont expect more in long distance relationship.

I just hope to have more care,love and attention.

I can't really see the spark within us, i am working on it..hope you will too..if u cherish the moments that we had spent.. 496 days, its not a short period nor long period. I hope to spend longer time with you but it will only happen if both have faith, strong communication, strong understanding, caring and cherish each other every seconds.

Song of Auditor

Storyline: Ariel wants to be an auditor but Sebastian the lobster tries to talk her out of it!

Dedicated to all auditors (past, present and future): It's not an easy job!

Hope all auditors can have a good laugh and survive the peak!

Lyrics:

They warn you about going through peak

When you step into audit

Everyday do casting, vouching

And also cross referencing

You must know how to debit credit

If not you can't tie your balance sheet

You whole day press your calculator

Now can count faster than the cashier!

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)

After pluck leadsheet

Still must do timesheet

More work for me!!

Why can't everything be I/C

Suggest leave, go home watch TV

Office so messy

Cant find my teh-C

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)!

When people are going through peak

No time to work out and keep fit

When parents ask us go home to eat

We cant, we eating with colleague

On some days when we are lucky

We can go home early 6.30!

Do you know what's AUDITOR's meaning

All U Do Is Think Of Resigning

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)

I wanna SI (die in hokkien)

I want throw letter

Straight at the partner

Take it from me!!

We work late hours everyday

But we get so dam little pay

We can claim taxi but can't claim OT

I want MC!!!!

Investment Analysis

Just back from Investment Analysis class.

I feel its so hard on the first class. I feel like giving up. I even calculate my cgpa if i get this and that grade for every subject i took this semester, including Investment Analysis. Oh my gosh! Stressful~

Why i am not the smart and intelligent student? =(

Anyway, before the class ends, i flashed back what my mentor told me last week. He ask me to take this subject cause it will be a credit for me when i go for interview. And he keeps stress this sentence, "don't give up, i believe you". So i guess you know what decision i had made..yup, that's right! I will continue taking this subject with more effort! As much effort as my other killer papers!

No more play play..i shall start do my revision tonight! No more slacking!

I need to determine and have strong discipline to myself!

Guan yin ma, please give me more power to overcome this semester. I will be a good person. =)

And to the peoples around me, please bear with me if i am very stress and don't go out with you!

From now on, i should reduce my sleeping time! Sleep only when i am really tired.. =)

p/s: darling, we gambateh together! =)

New Year Resolutions!

It's time to share with you all my new year resolutions. Personally, i feel resolutions is important cause it motivates you to achieve something. You might not achieve it by the end of the year but at least you try and put effort on it. =)

So here's my new year resolutions!

1. Love myself more!

• take proper care of my skin especially my face. I am going to use mask this year! I nvr use any before so i'm gonna try it! Hope i can have better skin soon!
• treat my stomach well, as in eating more healthy foods like vegetables and fruits. Try to reduce goreng stuff, instant noodles, fast foods and so on..
• what else ar? Oh yaa..bring umbrella with me during daytime to avoid uv sunlight. =)

2. As usual, improve my cgpa!

• My cgpa was improve last year but not much. I hope i can maintain or increase it. Please don't get lower..please! Okiee..i know praying not good enuff, i got to put more effort! I will.. =)
• Follow my study timetable
• Finish projects and tutorials asap!
• Revise every weekend and make sure i understand what i've learn on weekedays..(entertainment still part of my life but not so much lor..i believe i can arrange it well)

3. Save money!

• Expenses that i can't avoid in this year is house rental(RM 120), Internet(RM 12), phone bills, petrol for car and etc..but i will try to save money in entertainment part. Which is watch less movies in cinema(download them! =p) and sing K in my own room or bathroom.. =p
• In this year, i think i will spend more money on skincare products! I am 22 years old now, i think it is important to take good care of my skin.. =)
• Shopping is a must but not so shopaholic lor. I hope i am rich in future so that i don't to see price tag whenever i wanna buy something that i really really want.

4. Lastly and most important ones, live everyday like there's no tomorrow! =)

p/s: I love everyone of you. Please bear with me when i like to do things alone, on my own.

Nevertheless, be patient with my bad tempers too. It will not last long, don't worry.. =)

Have u make ur new year resolutions? =)

Think of it and try to achieve it.. =)

Please..careful with my ❤

p/s: darling, take care my he❤rt properly ha.. hehe..

The Past and The Future

In another 3 hours, i am going to say bye 2010 and welcome 2011.

I don't have much improvement in this year(2010), just a little.

Let me share with you some unhappy moments in year 2010..

1. I was fell down stair in my residential college. It's near to CNY and i admitted into hospital more than a week. Although it is better now but somehow I feel it is not full recovered yet. Whenever i running, jogging, standing too long with high heel, or playing sport like badminton or volleyball, my feet will bengkak again. =(

2. I think i am poor in handling long distance relationship. I thought i can improve through my past relationship but i guess it is not. Is it too hard to please me? Or i am demanding too much? =(

3. I move out to wrong house with wrong house mates. And now i have to pay more or waste more money for them. I had move to another house but i still have to pay rm80 every month for my previous house. The reason is they want me to responsible. Its long story. But i do hate them! Anyway, i learnt my lesson. I will not believe them anymore.

4. I failed to accomplish one of my resolution i set last year, lose weight. I can't do any exercise due to my leg injuries. I still eat like usual. I am food lover. So i depends on exercise more. Hopefully in new year i can control my food intake. But i think its hard. hahaha. I love food so much! =D

That's what i can think of. Overall, i think i have problem in relationship no matter it is friendship, family or with my bf.

On the bright side,

1. One my last year resolution, i manage to improve my cgpa in last 2 semesters. But i still need to put more effort to achieve my goal. Gambate hhw! =)

2. I met a real mentor in life. He's Dr. Fairuz from UKM. He shared with me his stories and it's really touching and motivates me! I hope I can have determination like him. I will not disappoint him in the future. He said he's lucky and happy to have me as his mentee. My result is not good. Not an A's student. But he doesn't look down on me but keep motivates me. =)

3. Again, i represent my college in beach volleyball and got 2nd runner up. haha! My ever first time playing without any practice. Straight away play on tournament. LOL! But the consequences is..my leg injured and bengkak again cause i sprain my leg when chasing the ball. Same place i injured during CNY. I wonder i still can involve in sports or not. Or i have to quit? =(

4. About my relationship, even we have some problems but we still manage to go through 475days together. haha! So, i believe we will not give up easily. I'll just wait his return and hope everything will be solved and happier. This is also my longest relationship and i hope it can lasts forever.

5. I learn to go many places on my own in KL. As example, i know to go cheras pasar malam, relatives house in wangsa maju, places around kajang, Mcd and Paparich Bangi, Cyberview Lodge, Jusco Cheras Selatan, Midvalley and The Garden. =p

Hmm..so that's all think. Quite bored right? That's why i said just a little improvement.. =/

So..one the last day of 2010, I would like to say thank you to all my dear friends that came to my life. Thank you for being my friends and bear with my bad temper and advise me when i am down. Especially my loved ones, my chubby, angkong and monpig friends and most importantly, to my dear friends that believe and have faith on me!

Happy New Year to all of you!

Let's welcome 2011! Have a great year ahead!

✿ Huey Wen ✿

爱我的资格

我需要安全感！我讨厌害怕的感觉。。害怕失去的感觉。。

这几晚。。我想你。。担心你。。想到哭。。

我希望。。很希望。。你在那边没line。。完全不能联络我。。这样的理由，我应该还能接受。。

如果是玩到不会联络我。。哪怕只是一封信息都不能。。那我心真的会碎掉。。

我一直到在乐观的方面去想。。因为我不敢想象我再次受伤。。

我只是需要一个真心爱我的人。。

真心对待我。。

关心我。。

了解沃我。。也让我了解他。。

我觉得我们沟通出现了问题。。

希望他有发觉到。。我真的不知道他在想什么。。 =（

我希望他可以多点告诉我。。他的感觉。。

我很伤心。。我觉得我很失败。。